Feel the ColdI wanted to cry... but I couldn't.My own words set this into motion.This is my doing this time...So instead of crying...My heart feels cold.I can stand outside in the snow, barefooted, and feel nothing...Will I ever find warmth again?
All Because of YouMy heart, it flutters...I whistle a sweet tune soft under my breath.My mind drifts dreamilyAmong the clouds.But this is not a dream.This is real.We found each other.Mio caro...Amour...My smile is brighter now....All because of you.
.:Fire:.You set my soul on fire.I crave it's warmth.A heat only you can supply.The fire calls to me.It calls to us.A Fire we can no longer deny...
Just Passing ByA creepy place,A mystery.What happened here?Don't ask me.I was just passing byAnd I heard a scream,But it sounded so fake,I thought it a dream.I saw no one really.I'm just passing by.I'm telling you everything,And that's not a lie.All right, all right,Let me think.What about him?That guy in pink?He seems suspicious,And he's glaring at me.I've told you what I know,Now please let me be.
Sad GoodbyeThere is a time in lifeThat I really despise.And that is the timeWhen I have to say goodbye.That time has come again.Oh! I wish it would end.I have so many reasons as to why~I can't say goodbye.After all that we've been throughI can't think to leave you.With all the memories we've had to share.Now do you really think that I would dare?You see, I have too many reasons as to why~I can't say goodbye.We've shared the laughter and the tears.We've shared the pain that came with the years.Oh how I wish that it would go onThat we could sing just one. More. Song.These are just some of the reasons as to why~I can't say goodbye.Just remember as I go,How much I want you all to know,You'll always be held in my heart,And with your memory there I knowWe'll never part~With a love inside my heart~That will never ever die~I can't tell you and you can't guessHow much I dread~Telling you goodbye.Yes this is just~One more reason why...I can't say...Good...bye~
Midnight MagicI can walk across the Ocean.I can travel through Space.I feel I can do most anythingWhen I see your smilin' face.I can climb the highest mountainAnd I can dance all night long.I can get caught up in your armsSwaying to and frow to the music from our song...My heart has a voiceAnd I can hear it sing...I wanna make some Midnight MagicTo be held by you so tight.Make Midnight MagicTo be there with you 'cause it feels so right.I never wanna let you out of my sight.It's Midnight Magic~So right...Your destiny has called to youAnd I know you can't delay.You didn't mean for this to happenI didn't want to see this day.Your spirit stands beside me,And you can still make me feel strongJust like the days when you were aroundYour memory and your spirit help meTo Carry On~At night as I dream~I reach to draw you near*whisper* Because~*louder*I wanna make some Midnight MagicTo feel your lips like I used to doMake Midnight MagicI want to hear your voice again whisper"I
I Am DoneDon't talk to me;I no longer want to listen.Don't message me;I no longer want to read.Don't come to me;I no longer want to see you.I have taken so much,And now I am done.I was willing to acceptThat you cannot accept me.I am no longer asking for that.I can accept that I am different from you.I will not ask you to be okay with that.I ask one thing of you.For the sake of the innocent involved,Stop your childish ways.They do not need to hear it.They do not need to see it.They do not need to be in the middle.Stop trying to make it so.I will not allow it.I refuse to let you do this to them.I am their mother, not you.I have a right to protect them.The life we live is open.Not accepted by many.But there is more love hereThan you could possibly know.They will never be hurt.They will never be neglected.They will always have someone there.Always have someone who cares.This fighting will end,One way or another.I am to a point where I justNo longer care that you a
Let It All GoThe blade out of reachBut the need all to near.Nail tips scratch over the skinThe only release I feel.It's been so longSince this need has been so strong.I resisted for so longBut I can't resist any more.The bite and the sting.It brings my breath in a gasp.The suddenness of it allYes, this is what I crave.More, please more.Let me feel it all.Give me all you can give.I'll never cry out.I desire the pain as only you can give.Worry not about the tears you see.They will not fall against you.I need this, please.The darkness covers us.The candlelight the only light to see.Teeth clenched tight,I feel the sting again.No questions between us.I come to you willingly.I don't want to talk.I just want to feel.Let the blood fall;Let it fall more freely than ever before.I will not fight you.My assassin, I call to you.The darkness bids for me;I can hear it.It begs of me to feel it.Rid me of this inner turmoil.Let the pain fall awayWith every blood drop that falls-
I'm Okay, I'm FineI'm okay, really.There is nothing wrong.My hands aren't trembling.My voice is not wavering.My smile is in place.Those aren't tears in my eyes.It's all in your mind.I'm fine, I am sure.There is nothing in my mind.My heart is feeling lightAnd my thoughts are pure.There is nothing to be wary of.Nothing to be concerned about.Nothing at all.Those aren't cuts you seeOn the wrists I hide.That's not blood on the towelI have left behind.There is no blade within my reach.Nothing with a sharp enough edge.I have no need for such things.No, please don't come close.No need to look upon me.My skin isn't blotchy.My face is not pale.There is nothing at allTo see in my eyes.Nothing at all I am trying to conceal.Damn it all.I tried to keep it to myself.I tried not to let it show.I really tried not to let anyone know.But my walls are breaking one by one.I'm sorry, but I can't hide anymore.Really, I'm... not okay...