DividedA mind so clouded-Eyes closed.Words spokenAnd instantly regretted...Too late to take it back.And as usual,Words misunderstood.The hurt created in errorBut fault given.No reasoning will reach.The door closes.They'll never understand-Just believe what they will.One day hearts will open,Ears willing to listen,Maybe understanding reached.But until such time...A heart so divided-In the end always be aloneHappiness never within reach.
.:Fallen:.Shadows creep in-The light slowly dims.The angel remains still;Lying where she falls.Dampness on fragile eyelashes,Liquor on her breath,Her heart slows too slowlyCool stone begins to warmNo arms to encircle herNo fingers in her hairNo soft words of comfortAgainst harsh hatred of selfRaging bitterness reduced to embersThe will to fight gone at lastHer guardian remains lostHer grasp feels the cold hand of deathHe has come to take her home.The shadow her lone companionThe cold no longer affectsShe shivers alone no more.
.:Never Enough:.Failure.Disappointment.Never enough.Left behind.Trashed and destroyed.Words whispered-Echoing in mind.Eyes clenched shut-Attempting to ignore.The whispers growLoud shouts become.Never EnoughNever EnoughNever Enough!One will always replace.Always another in line.Your time will come.He'll say goodbye.Another at his side.Left Alone.Left Alone.Left Alone...Hands fist in hair.A scream within the room.The plea unheardUnansweredShut Up!Shut up!Shut up!The threat madeSurely in jest.The pain still realThreat renewed.Heart numbs.Words repeatedWithin her mind.Never Enough.Never Enough.Never Enough...A moment of weakness.Vulnerable and Frail.Tears in eyes.Her wings fall.Feathers stained crimson.Sins of the fleshNever forgiven.A want for desire.Less mockingMore love.Pain only grows.Heart Fails.Heart Fails.Heart Fails...Love burns.She feels nothing.Numbed by her painTaken by grief.Stolen by guilt.Words echoed again.Never Enough.Failure.Dis
.:Ponder:.And in the night the Angel walksPale beauty belying her nature.The demon the lurks within her.The wind has turned.A change is on the wind.But will she be ready as the wolf draws near?Will she be prepared for what lies ahead?Or will this be her final flight...?
.:Punishment:.Form bent and brokenA twisted mass upon the floorTears gone but not doneDry heaves wrack a now frail formThe pain from falling-Not eclipsing her guiltBetrayed she felt.Betrayal she made.Alone she falls.No excuse could save her.No excuse to be had.Eyes open but unblinkingBody motionless upon the floor.Passed on by all.Always forgotten...Always forsaken...Her bed, she made.Now rest in it she must.
Nightmare RageEyes of red,She tries to avoid.The pain in her chest unrelenting.Crimson rivers fallFrom face and neck.Cruel words in her mind.Not resisted.Felt deserved.Her crime unforgivable.A gasp and cry-Her head jerked to his.A hiss upon his lips,Demand made...Eyes reluctantly open.Her hellish nightmare begins...
Wanders OnThe path is shaded as she steps forwardPicking her way carefully as she goes.The silence around her echoes loudly.No Eagle soars over her.No Owl hovers nearby.No Tiger growls protectively near,And no Wolf bays in the distance.Even the Raven has forsaken her.Loneliless fills her soul,But she musters the strength to pull herself up.Alone...She continues to wander on...
Past ReleasedWith flame and smoke, the spell's begun.And at it's end, my will be done.History's pain my pen hath drewMy past released, I start anewAshes to ashes these words burn awayDissolve in water to make all okay.God and Goddess I beseech thee,As I will this, so mote it be.
Live AgainYour time has come and gone.You've had every chance.Blind you were to what you had,It's time to end this dance.There's nothing you can do.It's time that you let go.Let not those words be spoken.It's nothing but a show.You lost something good.The best thing in your life.That was not her doing back then.So please take back your knife.The path you walked is done;You've gone your separate ways.She should not be punished more;Your debt she'll not repay.So heed these words with careFrom someone who fought hard.This one gave up all for herSo best be on your guard.Someone else has appearedAnd saw the heart within.You've no choice but to step back,And let her live again.